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14 April 2009 @ 01:02 am

I CANT WAIT
for the final poetry journals to be done & be gone.
for me to finish my Art Portfolio.
for ALL AP tests to be OVER with.
for AP Calculus to be out of my life.
for my driving licenseeee.
for June & graduating HS, so done with it & its mediocreness.
for July--- Philippines aaaah.
for college, my goodness I am so ready for you.
for something really challenging...
      that rather motivates me more than leaving me lazy as I already am.
for a better change.
for my Godot to come.

And after all of that is completed I know that I will never be satisfied... aaah
In all pleasures there is satiety that we are unable to accomplish at its fullest, thus leaving us famished. Hungry for more.
Oh, the reality of life. <------
 
 
12 April 2009 @ 06:35 pm

This is a direct copy from my tabulas =)

Well, I was reading the novel Song of Solomon then I came across the quote:

"You couldn't be selfish withsomebody you loved."

As usual, several questions, concept, and mindless thoughts came into my head...

Do we prefer to be the more knowledgable one, the one willing to wait for the 'someone' that we love, wish, or dreamed of, to gain the maturity we wanted them to achieve?
or
Are we better off to let that person go?

Do we prefer to be the childish one, whose innocence indirectly cause pain for the ones who may have love or have loved them, thus gain the easy route to move on?

Does our clinging to wait for that one a given proof to our love or rather our pride?

Yes, it is a test among one's patience and loyalty.
A test for one's passion and quality of emotions.
A path that one needs to decide upon no matter the consequences are.


 
 
31 December 2008 @ 01:53 am
Wow, 2009 na. Mahigit na 23 oras nalang dito sa America.

At nakakainis talaga. Ampangit.
Andaming awayan, layuan, batian, at iyakan.
Actually, hindi gaanong malala ang situasyon ko, compared sa iba.



Pero, sayang lang kasi. Nasasayangan ako.
Naiinis ako sa sarili ko. Wala akong magawa.
Walang pwedeng maigawa.

Hindi ko controlado ang lahat.
Ang taing naiisip kong paraan eh pabayaan ang lahat
bahala na ang oras. Bahala na syang tanggalin ang "sakit."

No, hindi sakit.

Tanggalin ang pakiramdam.

Hinde sakin, kundi sayo.

Baka sa susunod na buwan, taon, o baka matagal pa.
Sana lang makayanan ko.
At sana, sana lang
kahit hindi katulad ng dati, okay na sa akin.
Basta bumalik ka lang.
Parang hindi ko kayang mawala lahat ng inumpisahan natin.

Tanong ng bestfriend ko.. "Bakit daw ba ganun?"
hahaha nkakaloka preprehas ang problema namiiiiiing lahat!
 

 



 
 
23 December 2008 @ 10:36 am

Malapit na ang pasko. Pero bakit ganun parang hindi pasko? Nakakatuwa kasi lagi kong tinatanong sa sarili ko yan.
Pero malakas rin ang trip ko. Araw araw pumaparty, gumagala.. laging may nagtatawag.
Medyo sumasaya ako. MEDYO LANG, pero pagbalik ko sa inuupuan ko balik nanaman ako sa umpisa.
 

Nagpapakaemo sa gilid ng kama, haha nakakabaliw.

Lakas ng agimat na ginamit mo, PROMISE!

 
 
04 December 2008 @ 08:43 pm
Alam mo na ayaw kong pinapaisip ako.
Yet ganyan ka.



Ang daya mo =(



Paramdam ka oh, PLEASE.
 
 
 
 

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